In no use….
i actually… reallly think that i’m in no use… got mum angry yesterday… its like the third time after my operation tt i got my mum to tt angry… wow… i actually din think tt its totally my fault… i really dun think i did wrong uu see… but… well… i dunno… but i really blame myself for being so…. talkative… maybe… n say wrong things tt make my mum goes thinking i saying things tt hurt her…( when i dun intend to… i love my mum… =) ) so should i chnage n be quiet at home??? i’m really in no use… is it better if my parent din pay for my operation n they may be more richer n carefree??? and then they can save the 2000 buck n more on me after operation…. ha… i dunno wat to do with me now… =( cried yesterday…. and abt to cried when typing this (but cannot… frens are beside me… they will find me weird… ) BUT wat the use of crying?? actually thinking…. is it tt i hav change after operation?? it dun really seems so cham before my operation…. what happen??? =(
really must end off this here or i will really cry le… bye!
