Remember~ =)
times flies~ i want to believe in this all the time~ to let myself cherish what is needed to be cherish and also let boring, hard and suffocating times to go faster~
2 months of interns past~ remember i’m grumbling on how i dun feel like going to work to my parents~ remember how worry and nervous and excited i am on the pervious day and first day of work~ remember how i’m excited to know i getting to nus for internship~ remember how i’m excited to know where i’m posted to for internship~ remember….
exactly 8 months pass~ remember how my friends helped me to get back on track in my studies~ remember the torture of chasing my studies~ remember the weird feeling when i get back to school~ remember how my family look after me to let me recover~ remember the feeling of vomiting after medicine~ remember how my small strength get me to do nothing and unable to help in housework during recovery~ remember how scared i am to wet my wound the first day at home~ remember how worry my parents is to let me bath alone when i just discharged~ remember how happy n shock i am to be discharged so fast~ remember how my family come to hospital twice everyday no matter how tired they are, to bring me my food, tt is much more better than hospital’s~ remember how i suffer 2-3 days after operation, the no appetite, the pull out of tube from my body, the cannot move body, the no sound voice~ remember the icu~ remember how pain is the injection for Anaesthetic(麻醉药)~ remember how the feeling is like to be push into the operation theater ~ remember how my parent accompany to wait for time to pass on the first day in hospital~ remember how scared i am to be charged into the hospital~ remember how worry i’m that the hospital stay will affect my studies~ remember the first time i get to know my operation date~ remember how my daddy is worry for the dates for operation when there is no news from the doctor~ remember the checks up that i was told i need to undergoes operation~remember…
i’m changed~ i realize ~ i really become a scary cat who really scary of almost everything~ maybe is the operation~ maybe~ really afraid to leave~ maybe~ really afraid to leave people ard me~~~~~ i’m scared of birds~ i’m scared of cats~~ i’m scared of stray dogs~~ i’m scared of mouse/hamster~~ i’m scared of rabbits~~ seem like~~ i’m scared of animals! lol~~ i’m changed~ i think i’m more talkative~ and more daring to speak to another~ tt is good right? hehe~
